SCHOOL LOVE ❤️

SCHOOL LOVE ❤️
Year: 2015
It all started from 2015 😊. I was from a middle class family and a decent boy . And teti bela nai mero afnai class ko kt sanga ♥️ pario 😂. (MONSOON)😘

So the story begins: as i ve already said it was during 2015 . We all know what happened in 2015 , a massive earthquake of 7.8 richter almost destroyed our Nepal 🇳🇵. So teti bela ma 9 class ma padhi rahe ko thiye in V.s Niketan school which is in Minbhawan ,ktm . After a massive earthquake hamro school haru pani ramro sanga open bhai rahe ko thiye na ,mero padhai (study) pani khasai ramro thiye na . Ani mero mom le malai arkai school ma admission gari dine kura gar nu bho , jun chai hamro ghar najakai thio and mero mom ko sathi le pani tehi padhau nu hune rai xa ani malai pani mero padhai ( study ) ma guide gardinu hun xa bhane ra mom le malai samjhaunu bhayo , maile mummy ko kura mane , Ani maile hun xa bhane . Teti bela hamro 50% course complete bhai sake ko thio hamro school ma , Ani maile afno school ma kosai lai pani na bhani kina maile school change gare . teti bela mangsir ko mahina thio .winter was about to start. Ani mummy daddy sanga sabai kura final bhai sake pachi daddy ra ma arko din school gaiu mero admission ko lai Sahara National school jun chai Shankhamul ma xa .ani book pani kine . almost sabai chainay kura haru kine . Now it was time to experience my first day on Sahara National school 😊

* FIRST DAY ON SAHARA NATIONAL SCHOOL
Ma first day ko lai excited pani thiye sang sangai mero Ex school ko sathi haru ko pani dherai nai yad ai ra ko thio . Ani ma as usual school jane time ma gaye school with my dad . Ani hamro bhett Suresh sir sanga bhayo and daddy le kura gar nu bhayo ani school ko assembly sake pachi suresh sir le malai afu sangai mero class ma lag nu bhayo and mero sathi pani thio Alex uh chai mero bachai dekhi ko sathi ,ani ma alex sangai base . Ma dherai boldai boldaina thiye so ma mero first day ma pani alex bahek koi sanga bole na .And so on din haru bitt dai gayo sathi haru ne banaye 😊.Hamro class ma altogether 9 boys including me and 5 girls were there . Hamro school ma dherai jasto program haru bhai ra ko hun thiye and because of that mostly class haru off bhai ra ko hun thio and class ma sabai jana hala gare ne, chal ne jastai kura haru gari ra ko hun thim sabai jana friendly nai thiye and so on testai testai chal da chal da . SUDDENLY malai k bhoo i ‘ve no idea 💡 malai yekasi usko lagi feeling auna thalyo. Yaad ta malai usko tyo din dekhinai auna thalyo jun din dekh uh ra ma chal na thalim. suddenly, One day my feelings crossed my limits .And mero sathi thiyo ma sangai bas ne his name was Punkaj , ani maile uslai Facebook ma bhane “oe malai ta “monsoon” ko kasto yad audai xa . Usko nam aru nai xa but maile bhane uslai maya gare ra Monsoon bhane ra bolau ne gar thiye 😍. And mero sathi le jiskau na thalio tes pachi malai 😍😊. Ani Next day ma school gaye ani malai school ma mero sathi punkaj le malai jiskau na thalio and he was saying ” bhan dim bhan dim 😂” .
I was to shy at that time . And malai man manai daar ( scared) pani lai ra ko thiyo katai usle malai nai (No) ta bhandaina bhane ra . I was to confused . And punkaj said something to me ” twa yestai maan ma kura lukaye ra bas kun din tero kt lai aru le nai lag xa ani here ra bas ” these were the exact same words he said to me ,Usle yei kura bhanu sath nai ,usko kura le mero maan choyo and i told him ” hun xa ma bhan xu . I will propose her but taile mero help gar dinu par xa bhane ra bhane “😂 Actually my plan was to purpose her in the last class ( ghar jane time ) but Punkaj le mane na aile gar nu par xa bhandai giddi (irritate) gar na thalyo. usle malai jati bhanda pani maile na mane pachi at last he said ” la teso bhaye paper ma twa i love u …. lek ma uslai din xu bhane ra bhanyo . I also thought 💭 it’s not a bad idea 💡 any how i ‘ve to purpose her and He gave me a piece of paper to write that three magical words with her name but malai paper ma lek na pani himmat aye na 😂 and maile punkaj lai bhane ” bhoo tai lekhe ra de ” and he also said me “lala mai lekhe ra din xu ani taile lekh ko ho chai bhanu par xa bhane ra bhanyo and i said ok ” malai bhanda uslai hattar thiyo Murkha ( idiot ) ek xin pachi ek lai ma din xa hola bhane ko ta di halio ne thau ko thau ani malai samjhauna thal xa “kei xaina chinta na gar yes bhane yesss No bhane No chinta na gar khuttabhaye juta jati pani pau xa ” bhandai . And suddenly punkaj le paper dine betakai she turn around and asked punkaj ” ko le lekhe ko bhane ra and instantly punkaj replyed to her sheru (me) le lekhe ko bhane ra and then she looked at me and smiled . First ma ta usle believe nai gare ko thiye na . she thought it was a joke bhane ra But when I Smiled at her .usle pachi bhan xu bhane ra she replied. I don’t know how should I describe 😂 malai yesto laaj (shy ) lai rako thio ke ma tauko pani sidha rakh na sake ko thiye na 😂😂. And tes pachi hami le tyo topic ko kura gare nau and malai tha bhaye na punkaj le monsoon sanga pachi k kura garyo ani At last sabai jana ghar jane bela punkaj told me to stay inside classrooms and i was alone and then she enters and started asking me ” ko le lekhe ko ?” Is it true or joke gare ko ? She kept on asking me but I couldn’t reply any answers to her questions , because i was too shy ☺️ malai laaj (shy) lage ratheyo , mero kaan (ears) pani rato bhai sake ko thiyo . Ma muskuraudai basi rahe ko thiye and at last she said ma bholi bhan xu la 😊. ( in her sweet voice ) .And then I went home , ma ghar farkida bato ma pani tei soche ra base raheko theya , bholi k bhane hola yes bhan xa ke No ” the whole night I kept on thinking about her .And the next day, as always school gaye ani tyo din i was waiting kati khera bhan xa bhane ra and tyo din uh punkaj sanga pani testo paila ko jasto bole na , ma kure ra basi usko answers suna lai . Ma mathi himmat pani thiye na uh kaha gaye ra mero maya ko uttar ( ans ) sodhnu .Tara purai din betio sab jana ghar gaye but uh bhane ma sanga ek choti pani naboli ghar gaye .Malai man ma lai sake ko thio ” the answers is No ” I was hopeless at that time.😩 but still ali ali bhaye pani hope thiyo , kas lai taha thio ra , usle malai bholi bhan xa ke bhane ra . Ma arko din pani school gaye but that day it was totally different . Monsoon (the girl whom I purpose) ta class bhitra auna ,pani lajau na thali and everyone started teasing me by her name 😊.malai pani laaj ta lai ra ko thiyo . And on our computer period hamro computer lab jane palo thiyo but ma gaye na . jana man pani thiyena so i made some excuse ani ma class ma ek lai basi rahe ko thiye and then suddenly she enters the class and she comes closer next to me and she says ” i love u too “shreyans “😊 and she ran away . I don’t know how should I describe that feeling. But i was happy 😊 that she accepted me .And after few minutes again she comes with her friend and usko sathi le uslai merai side ma bas na lagau xin and tmi haru kura gardai basa ma bahira sir lai herdai bas xu bhane ra niskin xin for few minutes we didn’t talk anything we were just looking at eachothers face and smiling .i was a shy guy so due to that I couldn’t even talk to her face to face .and then she asked me why are you scraping the desk ? At that time i was playing with compass and had nothing to do so i was just madly making holes on the desk 😂😂.and so on ,we were joking with each other and we introduced ourselves about each other’s family And after that we were in a relationship 😊. Although we were in Relationship we rarely used to talk in our class , everytime we used to smile looking each other. And sometimes we use to talk to each other by writing on a piece of paper.
Everyday ma uslai ghar sama purauna jan thiye .Hami dubai jana ghar jada pani teti boldaina thiyo ,school dekhi usko ghar pug na almost 10,12 min jati ko time lag thiyo tei pani hami ek aarka sanga boldaina thiyo ,ma pani lajau thiye uh pani lajau thee ani bestari bestari hami le ekaarka ko bare ma tha paudai garyo testai garda garda final exam pani aio 9 class ko and final exam diye sake pachi ma pani afno gau gaye but monsoon ko chai ktm mai bas ne plan thiyo . Ma gau gaye pachi hamro bich khasai kura pani hudaina thiyo ,ani usle mobile pani chalaune gare ko thiye na teti bela sama ,ma sanga matra bhaye ra k gar nu . I can’t call her ,ani kaile kai chaii usle malai afai call garthio usko mummy ko mobile bata 😂ani dherai pachi kura garna paye ko ma malai pani ek damai khusi lag thio usko voice suna pauda .we used to talk for long time ani kaile kai usko mommy aunu bhayo bhane “oee mommy mommy bhandai phone kati din thii 😂😂. Ani hamro feri school lag ne bela bhayo but ma still gau mai thiye . school lagi sake ko thiyo tei pani ma ktm aye ko thiye na ani Monsoon chai school auna thali sake ko thio ani teti bela hamro school ma 10 class ma naya naya student haru pani dherai jana aye ko thiye ani pachi po maile tha paye aune jati sabai mero ex school ko sathi haru rai xan bhane ra ani ma pani school start bhaye ko 1week pachi school aye ani sabai lai bhette mero ex school ko sathi haru lai , but jaslai badhi bhett na maan thio uahi manxe chai aye ko thiye na .ani maile usko sathi haru lai sodhe Monsoon kina aye na bhane ra ani one of them said me “uh ta janakpur ma xa bhane ra ” tyo sune betekai . I was speechless k bhane k bhane ali ali resaye ko pani thiya kina bhane usle malai ma gau ma huda dherai jasto sodhi ra ko hun thio “tmi kai le au ne bhane ra ” ani ma pani hattar hattar ma usko lagi ktm aye ,tara uh nai thiye na so i was angry .ani ek din usle malai aafai message garii ani maile resa ko bela ma na bhanu parne kura bhane xu ani uh roye xa bhane ra malai usko sathi le bhane . Uh royo bhane ra i was sad and felt sorry for her .
Ani almost 1 weeks pachi uuh pani school auna thali ani bol na ta dherai nai man lagi rahe ko thio tara usle ma tira ali kati pani here na ,malai tha nai bhaye na ‘why she was ignoring me ?’ . Malai bolna laaj (shy) pani lagi rahe ko thio ani malai janu pani thio testo k bhio ra ! Uslai ma sanga bolnai man lage na ? Ani ghar jane bela pani kei bole na ,na ta usle malai bye gari na ta mero lagi parkhi 😓.ani 2nd. Day pani testai gayo and comes the third day ma third day jasari bhaye ne bol xu bhane ra maile uslai paper ma “kina Na bole ko” bhane ra lekhe ra pathaye but she didn’t reply that ani ma pani resaye and maile pani matlab nai gare na 4,5 days sama ani pachi maile afai usko sathi ‘ Neeva ‘ lai sodhna bhane ani Neeva le uslai sodhi sake pachi Neeva le malai ” usko mommy le tha pau nu bhayo ani aba uh sanga na bola bhane ra ‘ Neeva le malai bhanin yeti sundai ma shocked ani maile Neeva lai malai uh sanga jasari bhaye ne bol nu xa plz plz bol na bhan deu na bhandai maile Neeva lai bhana lagaye ani maile uslai ghar jane bela ma malai bhettna bhane ra bhane . Tara usle kei pani bhane na no reply 😥.Tara pani maile try gare but k gar ne usle malai ali kati pani intrest diye na ani ma pani hopeless thiye yedi usle malai ali kati matra kei bhani diye ko bhaye I would do anything to fix that misunderstanding between us but…………….
ani ek din usle (monsoon ) le malai one and half page ko letter lekhe ra dio . teti bela hamro last class thiyo ani usle dine betakai maile padh na suru gare ani tyo letter sabai padhi sake pachi I found that ” indirectly usle ma sanga breakup magi rahe ko xa bhane ra ” maie uslai convinced pani gar na khoje but she didn’t……………
AND THEN WE Broke UP
It hurted me soo much ma tyo letter padh ne betekai mero aakha bata aasu auna thalyo because it was my first love and i used to love her soo much and usko past (her ex-bf ) ko kura haru le garda pani ma uslai yeti maya dina cahan thiye ….
But what could i do. I didn’t have any choice ma school pani gaye na 1 week sama ani tespachi sathi haru auna thale malai bhett na “kina school auna chade bhane ra ” but ma kei na kei jhuto bole ra bhaye ne pathi din thiye ani pachi sabai lai tha bhaye pachi malai Motivate gar na thale ani again i went back to school ani tes pachi hami dui jana bich kei kura pani bhaye na ….😓

* PATCHUP And suddenly there was one day we talked again . Malai tyo din ko bare ma khasai tha bhaye na but yeti taha xa ke hamro leisure class thio ani mero sathi punkaj le malai euta empty class ma lage ra basna lagyo ani suddenly she ( Monsoon) enters the class room , but i was soo mad at her tei bhaye ra maile matlab nai na gare ra base ani maile matlab nai na gare pachi uh jan xin ani ma pani bahira niskina lage ko thiye but mero sathi punkaj le malai bahira niskina diye na ani Monsoon ko sathi pani thio Salina usle pani malai bhani “Monsoon lai kei bhanu xa tmi lai soo plz ek choti boli deu na.. bhane ra she requested me ” and i also agreed ani ma feri tei empty class ma gaye ra base and again she comes and starts saying “i m soory ………. blah blah …….. maile intrest pani diye na just first line matra ramro sanga sune aru sunai man lage na ani uh pani chup lage ra base and i looked at her eyes she was about to cry. Seeing all those tears in her eyes really touched me . ani khoi malai k bhayo ma ek xin pachi afai bole and feri we started to talk again ☺️. Ani bestari bestari kura feri Normal hudai gayo . Hamro Dashain bida pani suru huna lage ko thio ani hami sabai jana class 10 lai tour lag ne bhane ra sir le hami lai sunau nu bhayo we all were excited. But due to Nakabandhi and a lots of political problems we were unable to go on Dashain ani hamro Dashain bida saki sake pachi . Bala hamro school le hami lai final kura bhanyo that we are going to pokhara, gorkha &and bandipur for 3 days two nights. We all were excited for that . Ani tour pani gaio we had a lot of fun I also got lots of time to spend with her we used to talk till mid night on our cellphone although we were staying at the same hotel . Her room was on the ground floor and our room was just above her room . And now it was time to return back to Ktm . I ‘ve never been loved , the way she loved me back then .i was sitting on the window seat and and it was about to get dark while we were returning from pokhara ani teti bela ma bus ko window seat ma base ko huna le chiso hawa ai rahe ko thio and Monsoon was just on the back seat and suddenly from backside she hugged me ,her hands were so warm . I felt like sleeping into her arms ☺️. Although she was feeling uncomfortable but then also she hugged me the whole way till we reached Ktm . I didn’t want to leave her ,wish I could stay with her forever. Tara soche ko jasto kaha hun xa ra .There was a huge problem waiting for us .

• SHE Dumped ME Again…………
Ani hami sabai jana ktm pugi sake pachi .hamro school bus le sabai lai ghar sama purai dio . Ani feri hamro regular class haru start bhayo . We were preparing a lot for our S.E.E . Sabai jana SEE exam ko lagi maan laye ra padh na thale .
Ani hamro extra classes haru pani huna thale . Behana ko 6 baje dekhi beluka (evening) ko 6 baje sama as i was a hostel student hamro hostel haru ko chai 8 pm sama hun thio . Jasto sukai bhaye pani hami ek arka sanga boli rahe ko hunthim either by writing on a paper or class leisure bhaye ko bela . Hamro breakup bhaye pachi khoi malai pani tha bhaye na tara hami dubai jana ko bich ko bonding pahila ko bhanda dherai nai ramro bhai sakeko theyo , sayad hamro tour le garda pani huna sak xa ke ? Who know’s ! But we were happy again to get each other back again . We were enjoying a lot with each other . Sir le padhai rahanu hunthio ani hami dui jana bhane jiske ra bas ne garthim , kaile paper ma lekhe ra kura gar thim . Hamro bich kura pani yeti dherai hunthio ke malai ta sathi haru le ” kura gari ra ko chas? Ke Mahabharat sunau dai chas bhane ra jiskau thiye “. Kaile ta tution bunk hane ra pani ghum na jane gar thim. Ani malai bistarai bistarai usko jhan jhan yad auna thalyo maile uslai maya pani dherai gar na thali sake ko thiye , ma jati khera pani uslai here ra basi rahe ko hun thiye , ghar ma pani uskai matra yad au thiyo , ghar gaye ra book khole ra bas da ma ta padhu nu bhanda badhi uskai bare ra soche ra bas thiye . Daily uslai ghar sama purauna jane . Kaile k ta kaile k …. ani everytime ma uslai ghar purauna jada uh ra ma cahi usko mom hunu hun xa ke bhane ra bato ma aakha khole ra hid ne gar thim ani kei gari bhetti hal nu bhayo bhane ke ta usle mero sathi ho bhane ra bhan xu bhane ke thiye . Ke ta ,ma katai najakai ko sano galli ma pas ne hamro plan hun thio. 😂 jasto sukai conditions bhaye pani we used to talk a lot . Uh sanga kura na garda malai bhetra dekhi nai kasto kasto na ramro lage ra authiyo .kaile kahi hami bich jhada pani hunthio but pachi peri we used to talk again .testai garda garda hamro 10 class ko final exam pani aayo . Ani exam pani ramro sanga diye mero exam pani soche kai jasto ramro bhayo , sabai jana le ramro gare .we all were happy ani sang sangai we were sad also . Kina bhane aba sabai jana chutine bhayo bhane ra 😓. Ani barsa le pani malai ” ma aba +2 hetuda mai padh xu bhane ko thio ” tyo kura le garda pani malai dherai nai naramro lai rahe ko thiyo . Maile uslai ” tmro mommy lai convince gara na bhane ra pani kati bhana lagaye but usko mom testai Hitter hunu hun thiyo . malai pani atti nai dar lag thiyo usko mommy lai dekhe ra so , kei option baki na bhaye pachi maile pani uslai kei bhane na .i stayed quiet and accepted that situation . I know that i m going to miss her soo hard . But hami le gar na pani k sak thiyo ra ? We have no idea ani kunai option pani baki thiye na . Ani maile monsoon lai euta req gare “as soon as you start to carry your own mobile phone sabai bhanda pahila malai call gara bhane ra maile uslai bhane and she laughed and she said don’t worry about me ” ma jata gaye pani ma tmi lai bhett na matra bhaye pani ma Ktm au chu bhane ra usle malai bhane ani ma pani khusi hudai ” dherai na bhaye pani 1 month ma ek choti bhaye pani bhett na au hai bahne ra bhane “. Ani usle malai feri bhani hetuda dherai tadha pani xaina bhayo bhane ma weekly pani au xu bhane ra she said to me 😊and i was so happy after that . Ani ma afno gau gaye with all my family to celebrate new year ani ma chai mero bida manau na maile dherai plan haru banaye ko thiye tyo 3 months ko bida ma , but soche jasto kaha hun xa ra and something went wrong ! Not something almost everything was about to collapse in my life .
Mero lagi new year . New year matra na bhaye ra , it was a gift that god gave me on that day . My girl (monsoon ) usko birthday . But maile kaile pani usko birthday ma uslai kunai pani surprises haru dina paune thiye na . kina bhane new year hun thio so i ‘ ve to be with my family. Ra maile cahaye ra pani uslai wish gar na paudaina thiye kina bhane usko mobile pani thiye na ani usle kunai pani social media haru use gardaina thio .Her parents were so strict on her . Malai dherai na naramro lag thio testo special din ma ma uh sanga bol na na pauda . But what to do jasto bhaye pani i ‘ ve to accept that problem and move on ……. ma afno gau dang gai sake pachi hamro bich kurai bhaye na .maile uh sanga na bole ko pani dherai bhai sake ko thio . Kaile kaii ma usko mom lai afai call gar thiye ani sodh thiye but every time I used to call her usko mom le malai jaile kei na kei bhanu hun thio like ” ghar ma chaina , falano sanga bahira gaye ko xa blah blah ……… maile kaile bolnai paye na uh sanga . I was soo much frustrated uh sanga bolna na pauda and suddenly something worst happen jasko hami le kalpana pani gare ko thiye nau ” my grandfather passed away ” i still remember that night i was sleeping just beside him taking care all day and night and now he is gone 😓 . His those last word are still on my head . It was midnight and I ran right into my dads room and woke him up and even one was awake and everyone started crying. I was already frustrated by Monsoon and now my grandfather is gone now . He used to love me soo much 😥. Maile yeti sano age ma yeti dherai problem sangai face gar na pari rahe ko thio . Jasko ta kaile sapana ma pani soche ko thiye na . Sayad ma pagal huna matra baki theyo teti bela . Mero testo situation huda mero lagi koi pani thiye na . My mom even she was not with us because mero mom ko importante kam pare ko huna le she have to go U.S for 1 months and even monsoon was not with me . Ma sunam ta kos lai sunam ! In how much pain i was ? I also knew that mero help gar ne koi xaina bhane ra . So i ‘ve to stay strong on my own . But I couldn’t every night i used to cry alone kaile Monsoon ko yad aye ra runthiye bhane ma kaile mero grandfather lai soch dai rune gar thiye . I cried a lot . Ek din hoina dui din hoina ma daily rune garthiye missing both of them . Ani after 1,2 weeks pachi ma bestari bestari kura haru bersi dai gaye maile afu lai sake sakdo busy rakh ne gare . Although mero grandfather ko death le garda it was hard, But i ve to do it for my own sake . Ani mero grandfather ko death pachi kehi din pani Monsoon called me ani maile first mai uslai sodhe ” yetro din bhai sakio kina call na gare ko malai ? ” usle kei bhane ne just soory matra bhani ani maile pani kei bhane na uh sanga normally nai kura gare .
Usle pani Facebook acc banaye cha tes pachi . Ani hamro kura feri huna thalio facebook ma . But there was one more problem mero gau ma network ramro thiye na so Facebook pani ramro sanga chal daina thiyo , tei pani ma kei na kei gare ra bhaye pani just Monsoon sanga matra bolna bhaye pani ma Facebook chalau ne garthiye .testai testai kura huda hudai ek din usle malai bhane “ma tmi lai euta kura bhanum tara mind na gara haii” bhandai usle malai ” malai ta tmro baal lag daina tmi sanga huda chai tmro yad au xa ani tmi bata tadha bhaye pachi chai malai tmro matlab nai lag daina” bhane ra usle malai bhani yo kura bhane betakai feri usle sorry sorry yedi maie tmi lai hurt gare bhane ra usle malai bhane . But I didn’t react maile uslai kei pani bhane na . I just ignored like it was nothing . Ani after that day ma Facebook ma teti paila ko jasto active auna pani chode because usko tyo kura le malai hurt bhaisakeko theyo . Although I didn’t know that usle kun sense le malai testo bhanyo but it did really hurt me . Ani ma pachi ktm aye and ma uh sanga bhett na gaye ma Ktm aye kai din ma uslai sajha ( evening ) 6 pm tira usko ghar bhett na gaye ani ek xin kura pani bhayo . Tyo din hamro dherai kura pani bhayo na dherai ma 8,9 minutes matra kura bhayo hamro , tara kos lai taha thiyo . ke tyo din nai mero last day hun xa bhane ra .malai jaha sama yad xa .That was the last day ma uh sanga bhette ra bole ko . Tara ko lai taha thio yesto pani din au xa bhane ra .

• LAST TIME I talked to HER ……..
Ani ma tyo din uslai bhett ra aye pachi hamro kura Facebook ma pani bhai rahe ko hun thio . Kei din sama ta ramro sanga bhai rahe ko thio.ani euta khusi ko kura yo thio ke uh +2 Ktm ma nai padhne bhaye . ani suddenly things started to change . Teti bela hami dubai jana le bridge- course join gari sake ko thimm ani MONSOON pani behani padh na jan thiye ma pani behanai jane garthiye tara mero bhane usko bhanda ali chadai nai bida hunthio ani ma jaile ghar aye ra uslai kure ra bas ne garthiye ” kati khera online au xa ani kati khera bol xa ma sanga bhane ra ma jaile afno class sakaye ra jaile uslai kura ra bas ne gar thiye . Tara …….
Kaile uh online au thio bhane kaile ta online nai audai audaina thio . Ani online aye pani usle late reply haru gar ne gari rahe ko hunthio . Ani usko yesto bani dekhe ra malai maan maanai chitta pani dukhi rahe ko hunthio . Ani maile uslai kei sodh da pani usle malai testo kei pani bhandaina thiye . Maile dherai patak sodhe ” k bhoo tmi lai , kei problem xa bhane bhana we will solve it ” but Noo usle malai kei pani bhane na . Ani ek din suddenly usle malai viber ma message gari saying that ” ma yesto chu ma usto xu . Ma na ramro xu . I don’t deserve you and you deserve someone better then me “yestai bhandai usle malai message pathiye . But yo kura mero lagi kunai naya thiye na yesto usle malai dherai patak bhani sake ko thiye so maile uslai yesto message garda kei pani bhane na ultai “hahaha pagal ta bhaye nau k kura gare ko yesto k bhoo bhana na ” bhane ra maile uslai bhane . Tara usle mero kura sunai mane na . Ani malai J paye tei bhana thalyo ” plz hate me malai kaile pani forgive na gara maile tmi lai kati hurt gare ko xu plz shreyans ma tmro lagi ramro kt hoina . You deserve better ” bhandai usle malai message gare ko gare thio ani malai pani jaile yei kura sunda sunda …… lagi sake ko thio ani ma pani tyo din resaye ani maile uslai ” la nee ta laaa bhayo maile bujhi sake tmi le k bhana khoje ko bhane ra ” bhandai maile uslai reply gare ani sangai sangai good bye aba dekhi mero agadi aafno anuhar pani na lau nu jhuke ra pani na leu , tmro ta boli pani suna man xaina ” teti bhan dai ma offline gaye . And started crying .ma aafai lai taha xaina ma tyo raat kati roye bhane ra but i did really cried a lot . Behana uthda mero aakha raato thio ani stomach pani ruda ruda dukhi rahe ko thiyo . I was totally broken after that . I lost my weight , maile khana pani khana chode diye . Kina hoo kina malai kei pani garnai maan thiye na . For a moment i used to think of committing Sucide . Ani feri yeso afno mom ko bare ma soch thiye mero baini ko bare ma . Not only one time mero maan ma dherai palta Sucide gar ne jasto kura haru maan ma kheli rahan thalyo ani mero Monsoon sanga breakup bhaye ko haapta din na hudai , i ve to face my another family problem . Tes le garda pani malai atti nai bhai sake ko thio and i decide to leave my house for sometime ani ma 1,2 week jati ghar nai gaye na kaile kasko ma bas thiye bhane kaile yetaki bato ma eklai pagal jasto dule ra basne garthiye . I was all alone mero lagi koi pani thiye na . Ma aba kasai ko pani thiye na . What’s the worthy of living this kind of life .tei tenson ma I nearly committed sucide by hanging my self but malai mero moomy ko maya lagio ani I didn’t . Monsoon sanga breakup bhai sake pachi ma pagal nai bhai sake ko thiye I started taking lots of bad things ani jaile hangover . Ani pachi sathi haru le pani sabai kura taha paye ani malai samjhau na thale ani pachi ma feri ghar gaye ani bestari bestari I recovered and my friends also helped me a lot .so Thank you to all my friends special those who stood with me on my hardest time .

“HISTORY”
I don’t know whether for you
I am replaceable.
Because if it is then It is really
Unbearable
Why did we broke up ?
Why did we move apart ? Is still a
MYSTERY
But trust me even today you are not my HISTORY

* AFTER SHE left me ……..
Usle malai chode pachi maile pani afu ma ali ali change laye and that change is …………………… Ma aaja pani uslai pahila ko jastai maya gar xu and i also miss her a lot .😥aja pani testo kunai din xaina malai usko yaad na aye ko . Although hamro breakup bhaye ko 8 months bhai sakio . I still love you Monsoon . It’s been 8 months maile usko voice pani sune ko xaina and neither maile uslai dekhe kai xuuu .
Sune gar xu tmi change bhaye xau ani naya boyfriend pani bana ko xau bhane ra . If its true then i wish you . Be happy with him or without me . All I wanna see is you to smile and get success in your every steps . And here i m still hopping for you to come back ( kunai na kunai din tmi le mero maya bujh ne xau……) . People call me ” i m a fool maya ma pagal bhaye chas but let them call . If still i can get a small pice of your love then that would be enough for this life . I have no idea whether I should forgive you and our past and move OR I should accept the fact what you are . Although i ‘ve been behaving rudely but i still love you as much i used to love you those days .sathi haru le sabai le tmi lai bersidey bhan xan and I tried but sake na . Be happy wherever you goo .

THANK YOU TOO….
Everyone jojo le mero story sabai padhi dinu bhio . I am really thankful to you guys , that you gave yours time to read my story .😊

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