Crush❤ who can never be yours💔

Have you ever realized that you know basically everything about your crush even though you’ve barely spoke two words to each other, like ever? Or how you literally can’t. stop. staring at your crush whenever they’re around? Having a crush can make you do things that are sorta strange, maybe even a bit cray cray.
Here’s a story of mine. It was just one year back when i first join +2 . The first day of my colz. When i just enter inside the college gate i saw one girl with black dress . She was too much preety. I dnt know who was she where she was from, from which stream she was, but i was just praying god that i could she her daily. I was totally new there, i was unknwn who will be my friends. I was just thinking about that girl in black dress😍. After sometime i just searched my class and went there. I started talking to the mates making new friends i was so much happy. Then after sometime mero happiness ko level ekdamai high bhayo..you know why?? Coz jun girl lai maile colz start huda dekhya thiye she suddenly entered to my class..suru mah taw usko sathi haru teha bhayera aako hola jasto lagyo but she was carying her bag ani uh hamro class mai basyo😍😍 tyo dekhesi i was so muchhhhhh happy..sayed teti dherai khusi kahilai lageko thiyena.tyo moment dekhi nai i started believing in god. Syaed bhagwan le mero kura sunnu bhayo jasto lagyo❤❤
The next day….. malai usko name tha thiyena i was wiling to knw but mah kasari sodhnu bolna man thiyo but i was worried ki usle malai ignore garyo bhane. Ani name tha pauna maile kati try gare but name nai tha payena 2 days bhako thiyo..arko din jaba sir le attendence lidai hunuhunthyo usko name kati bela aauxa bhnera mah kurdai thiye suddenly sir le usko name linu bhayo. Ani i was searching her full name in attendence sheet so that i could find her in fb..ani malai usko name yad bhayo ani fb mah search gare ani i found her😍 maile first mah almost usko sabai photos haru here but req. Pathau ki nai bhnera soch ma pare..finally mah req ni pathaye..ani she quickly accept my req..ani fb mah bolna thale..but she was still uknown ki mah usko class ko ho bhanera😄😄 ani i said ki mah yo bench ma basxu aaja hernu..finally after 2 3 days she noticed me😂😂 ani i just stared talking to her..halka fulka flirt garthe..ani she told me ki class mah timi teti sojhu dekhinxau but how could you talk yesari😂😂 ani i just smiled😂..aani daily kura garna suru bhayo..she was first from my class ko to be in my fb frndlist..class mah ni ek din mah uh sang bolna gaye ani uh pani boltheo ramrari..malai uh sanga bolda ni kati ramailo lagthyo😍😍 usko smile le nai mero man mah kasto feel hunthyo..class mah jaile usai tira dhyan hunthyo..calss mah taw teti ramri bolna sakdainathe but chat mah kura garda ni ramailo lagthyo😍😍 tesaile colz jane bela kati bela uslai dekhna pauxu hola bhnera jaile colz jana man lagne ani bida bhayesi xitai ghara pugera uh sanga bolxu bhnera xitai ghara jane.Usle pani afno past story haru sunautheo malai ani maile pani..bujhdai jadha usko bharkhr bharkhr brkup bhako tha paye..ani kina kina malai dukha pani thiyo ki she was hurt ani khusi pani thiye ki she is single.
She was my first crush😍😍Bistarai ramro sanga kura hudai gayo.maile uslai jokes haru bhne hasaune, chocolates haru share garne garthe.ani malai uh prati kasto love ko feelings aauna thalyo..ekxin taw dar pani lagyo..maile man mah kura xupayera rakhe dherai din samma..i think i was in love with her. Malai bhanna man taw thiye tara feri usle ignore garyo bhane i will lose her bhaneea dar ni thiyo. Pachi maile mero auta sathi lai sunaye yo kura ani usle malai ahile hatar nagar bhanyo..ani maile propose hanena..after 4 5 months malai propse hannu man lagyo ani i just wrote something in a copy and uh class mah nabhako bela usko copy mah rakhdiye..it was a like a propse letter book..ani malai dar ni lagyo..but jun kura ko dar lageko thiyo tehi nai bhayo..she told me that uslai love mah intrest lagdaina ani love mah believe ni lagdaina reh. Becoz of her ex’s behaviour.
Maile uslai bhneko ni thiye ki just give me a chance to prove ki maile uslai kati maya garxu bhnera..mero sabai man ko kura tehi copy mah lekhera diyeko thiye but uslai mero biswas lagena ani she just ignored me..ani that was one of my sad moment of my life..i was afraid that aaba uh mah sanga kahilai boldaina ani one day i was just thinking about her ani mero aakha bata aashu jharyo😭 malai aaba uh sanga kasari bolnu, kina bolnu bhnera sochna thale..some weeks mah koi sanga ni ramrari kura garena.uslai bhulna kati try gare but i can’t.jun di uslai dekhyathe tyo din dekhi nai uh mero maan mah basna thalyo..Aru kg haru sanga kura garthe uslai bhulna tehi pani usko yad aairahantheo..class mah jaile dekhda usle mero barema kehi nasoche pani i just think of her all the time.i just started caring her silently.paxi malai uslai msg garna man lagyo..ani i just said her sorry for that..ani she said its ok..malai testo man pardaina aaba nagrnu..ani feri we started talking with her as friend.
Now i am studying in 12th grade..She is my classmate..Uh sanga testo pahilla jasari kura taw hudaina but kahile kahi bolna janxu.usko smile le nai malai ghyal gardinxa..Khai kina sakdaina uslai birsana mah..Sayed pauna matrai haina gumaunu pani sacho maya ho jasto lagxa.usle kahile kahi kati hurt garne kam kura haru garxa tehi ni i cant hate her.i still have the same feelings jun suru mah thiyo.. usle jati ignore gare pani silently i still love her..and will be loving her forever😘❤❤

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